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Aviarianna: ...Nevermind...goodness this thing is confusing sometimes
Aviarianna: Folks I do beleiv someone, AGAIN, has been masquerading as me on this tag bored becuase the last thing I and by that I mean Me, the one who actually wrote the journals, responded to was from Zilla Bloodfreak...
Aviarianna: Jihad I am not now, nor have I ever been friends with whoever that idiot was. I know how to play along and hey, disbeleiver deserved it. I havent been to the forum in a LONG time...but I suppose I could go check it out one last time...
Dhu'l-Jihad: Aviarianna, you don't know me but I know you. I have read your posts on the Vampire Church postboards. I see that you are a friend of that punk "Lestat de Lioncourt", *laughs out loud mockingly*. If you are in contact with that poser, tell him to go to the Vampire Church postboards and see what I have written. In fact, go there yourself and see what I have written and then relay the message to him. I will be awaiting his response, though I know he won't respond.
Chris: O the most beloved Avi, where are you? I haven't heard from you in aeons. Please e-mail me.
Chris: O belloved Avi, have you received my e-mails I re-sent? Hopefully so. Please e-mail me back. I miss corresponding with you.
Chris: Avi, I have resent the e-mails I sent you that you never received. Have you received them? Hopefully, I will hear back from you soon. I miss corresponding with you.
Chris: You didn't get my e-mails? I sent you two. I will try to resend them.
Aviarianna: Emails? I never got any emails...damn yahoo...I hate it sometimes. I'll let ya know when I'm on for more than 15 minutes, or am gonna be on for more than that. Till then hon!
Chris: Hey Avi, I guess we had a little miscommunication. I was expecting and awaiting you to respond to the e-mails I sent you. And when you didn't respond I was wondering if you didn't want to correspond. When it comes to computers, I am a little dense. How do I know when you're on?
Aviarianna: Chris, what in the nine hades of hell are you talking about???? I keep expecting You to talk to Me, if I show as online, feel more than free to talk to me!
Chris: Avi, is your computer being persnickety again or do you not want to correspond with me anymore?
Go Carts: My name is Jesse and I am 12 years old. I found your site through the search and would like to ask you to visit my indoor go cart racing blog in return thank you http://www.indoorgocartracing.com
Lord Zillah Bloodfreak: O beloved Aviarianna, I haven't heard back from you. I hope that everything is alright with you. I will be awaiting your e-mail.
Lord Zillah Bloodfreak: I am sorry to hear that you've been feeling ill. I hope that you are feeling better. I assume that you and your sister do not get along?
Aviarianna: I've been very busy and slightly ill. My sister...has had to move back in with us and it's not doing me any good.
Lord Zillah Bloodfreak: O beloved Aviarianna, where are you? You haven't responded to my e-mails.
Aviarianna: Thank You! I got the lj one!
Ayesha: ooops didn't work.. will try leaving it for you in lj... see ya .. sorry for the miss tag..
Ayesha: Here is something that I made.. enjoy.. I have others too.. but here you go..http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v702/Ayeshalee1/h.jpg
Aviarianna: You seem to have figured it out on your own.
Lord Zillah Bloodfreak: What is your e-mail address, O Beloved Avi?
Aviarianna: You want to talk? Email me then.
Lord Zillah Bloodfreak: So Ville is that effeminate, scrawny, androgynous, pretty boy's name? Oh, isn't he so sensitive and precious! Oh no, the Bloodfreak just insulted Ville in your presence! What ever are you going to do? You need a real man, like the Bloodfreak!
Aviarianna: Bloodfreak, I will not argue with youy over my tag board. If you want to talk to me, email me. But understand this, the only thing I know about you is how annoying and arrogant and pompous you happen to be on that forum. And do not EVER insult Ville in my presence!
Anonymous: boy*
Lord Zillah Bloodfreak: O Beloved Avi, is that type of guy you like, the one in the pictures here - the effeminate, scrawny, androgynous pretty buy pansy?
Lord Zillah Bloodfreak: O Beloved Avi, you do not know what you are saying. Your Destiny is with the Bloodfreak! Embrace your Destiny! Bloodfreak!
Aviarianna: Listen bloodfreak, I havnt been on the forum in at least a month and have no interest in you. None. Leave me alone.
Lord Zillah Bloodfreak: O beloved Avi, where are you? Your Destiny is with the Bloodfreak! Embrace your Destiny! E-mail me (lordzillahbloodfreak@yahoo.com) Do you have any pics?
Aviarianna: I know Ayesha...I couldnt help it. There is just something...but oh well. So far I'm just nutz about the music and hey, Ville makes a good background no? lol.
Ayesha: Avi, you have gone Ville Valo crazy..hehehe.. wow what a change in such a short time.. I like HIM, and use some icons that I have made,, but dear this is going a little over..lol.. hugs
LordZillahBloodfreak: O beloved Avi, e-mail the Bloodfreak! Do you have any pics?
Lord Zillah Bloodfreak: O beloved Avi, where are you? Your destiny is with the Bloodfreak! Embrace your destiny!
Aviarianna: Tis HIM/VILLE-fied! TADA!
Aviarianna: Thank you very much, I do try. :)
Syd: You're a very talented writer. Hopefully you'll take advantage of your gift and appy it to something you find important. Keep it up
Aviarianna: It's not your fault. And your appology is accepted in full. I am afraid I do not have aim but if you would like to email me, just click on my name.
Amanda: *after reading entries* I am so sorry for anything you have ever been put through. I do not apologize for anything that I have done to you, because I do not know you personally, but instead, I apologize on behalf of the rest of the human (my) race. Nobody deserves to suffer as we have caused so many others to suffer. If you wish to contact me, my AIM is healxthesexscars. I would look forward to speaking with you.
Amanda: You are very welcome.
Aviarianna: My actions are based off the actions of my so called friends, whom I do not consider friends anymore. You are sad? Join the club .
Sad: sad and angry by your actions and that of your so called friends
Aviarianna: Thanks...to both Aiden and Amanda.
Aidan: Wow you have a nice place here!
Amanda: I was just journal-browsing and I found yours. I love it. :) I know that feeling you explained in your last post - the understanding one -, too much in fact
Ayesha: smiles and hugs...
Aviarianna: You are forgiven. I'm no stranger to that kind of treatment, you were defensive, it's okay.
Ayesha: I am sorry, forgive me.. I am never that mean,, I don't know what came over me.. hugs, hugs again
Aviarianna: Ah, Ayesha! that wasnt a very nice trick...lol. But oh well.
Eye: I will give you a clue, I am also sweet and rarely mad, I like to play, but hope I didn't make you sad. I have friends that are in a garden, and we play and chat. I am mortal, and told you somethings..LOL, I am also the queen of typo and the first part of my name is like Eye, but with an A.. hugs and forgive me,, I am not normally this way. When you firt join the Glass, well I was an ass. Hugs and kisses.. from someone named Lee..
Aviarianna: At the moment I'm too tired to even guess. So please...enlightenme cuase plenty of ppl hug me...

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Monday, February 20th 2006

3:11 PM

Screaming For The World To Wait

  • I Feel... You don't want to know
  • I am submersed in: my own cataclysmeic thoughts
I'm screaming for the world to wait

It's flying by me so fast

It's changing at such a rapid pace

I fear I'm trapped in my past



And I scream and scream at the top of my lungs

For just one seconds rest!

I can't keep up with any of it

Oh just let me rest...



Let me stop and gather myself

My thoughts that tumble around me

Let me stop and figure this out

All my life has been my mystery



Someone help me!

Someone distract me!

Someone find me!

Someone save me!



I scream and I scream until my throat is raw.

Until my voice is razor sharp as it passes through my lips.

To grasp this churning world of ours

Before it slips right off my fingertips



Just slow down the tiniest bit

Just give me people I can trust

Just give me the ability to let go

For I know I must



Ashes to ashes and dust to dust

I’ll forever run and never catch up

Your world and mine have begun to collide

Perhaps I should just give up…




I am screaming for the world to wait!

It’s flying by me so fast!

It’s changing at such a rapid pace!

I fear to be forever trapped in my past.


~Avi~
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